i am having a really hard time keeping up! i went to burrows and saw a dr..... can't remember his name, who gave me the same diagnosis, juvienial myo clonic epilesy. i was feeling really hopeful to go but now i feel a huge let down. i don't know why i thought i would hear something new or better but i guess that was what i was hoping. i am continuing on my schedule to reduce my lamictal and i am having a hard time remembering if i am doing worse or better! i am taking 50mg in the morning and 75 at night. i am having a few more tics (myo clonic jerking) i am have a great deal more panic that i am dealing with everyday. the dr. said that is the epilesy itself. "to go thru life every day not knowing what will happen next is very scary and panic is very common!" i don't know why dr's think that to know that my suffering is explainable should make me feel better! anyway i am off to start my day.........i woke up in a panic so thought i should make a quick note, i am determined to hold it together! Heavenly Father please be with me today!