Wednesday, April 28, 2010

panic panic panic!!!!!!! ahhhhhhh! i am so bugged to be going thru with drawl from a drug my dr. prescribed for me! i hate western medicine! panic panic panic! i can't stop...... grrrrrrr!

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  1. I'm sorry sweetheart.
    Hey, let's talk - get your mind somewhere else. Do you remember we use to eat those doughnuts with the jelly in the middle? We use to get them at Circle K. I think they were called "Hostess O's" and we would do little things with our fingers and say "Hostess O's"...how disgusting to me now. I don't eat processed foods - and I'm allergic to gluten so I couldn't even if I wanted to. Now I'm remembering you use to work at that one doughnut shop! What was it called? Can you go write down your feelings in a journal or something? Hold on. Just hold on.

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  2. jeanette you are such and amazing friend, thank you! i do remember those donuts, ewwwwww! i really can't believe we would ever! covered in powdered sugar no less! no i can't remember the name of that doughnut shop but that ruined my for ever too! i have not eaten a doughnut since! i have tried to write, but i can't write as fast as i think, i need to come up with some kind of tape recorder as i can get it out when i am crazy and then getting onto paper when i can cope again......today was hard, star stayed home sick and she is never endingly demanding and the wind is blowing 1000 miles an hour up here, which makes me more insane than none windy days......tomorrow is gonna be better! thx for helping me get through it!

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